Superman

Ok so I just had to put this on here I know I have been gone for a minute but I'm back in it needing to blow some steam off!. Check out my keeping in real videos on youtube for more off the wall crazy ish!. Anyways I am in love with this song by Monica "Superman" this is so true it's like every lil girls dream to be with a superman type man, boy, brotha,"nigga" whatever you choose to call them. Waking up to you is just like waking up to superman ain't that the type of love and security we are all searching for? Wouldn't it be great to wake up and look over at your mate and see that invisible "S" on his chest I know I damn sure want it. I want to feel like my I'm with a superhero. I don't know about nobody else but I damn sure believe in my happily ever after what about you

Cheap Makeup

Target Deals

2 Rimmel Eyeshadows for .24 each
3 NYC Nail Polishes for .72 for all 3

Total Out of Pocket Cost 0.96 Not even a whole dollar couponing is the ish!

Krogers Haul $1.32

2 Bottles of Xtra Laundry Detergent
2 Boxes of MOMS Cereal
9 Bottles of Vitamin Water
9 Tuna Pouches
6 Suave Deodorants


Out of Pocket Cost 1.32!

Money Makeovers!

Recent Coupon Hauls I Love Doing This!!!

Deal For Today!

Went to Kroger again because I had more coupons to spend lol! So on this trip just got a few things

Duracell Copper Top Batteries 4pk 1.98 (1.50 off coupon) $0.48
2 Bags of Kroger Frozen Vegetables 0.88 (.40 off coupon)$1.36 for both ~ O.68 each
Suave Deodorant 0.88 (0.50 off doubled) Free

Total Trip Cost $1.87 w/tax

$2.00 Handmade Jewelry

check out my ecrater store for great deals on my handmade jewelry!

Shopping Trip Krogers!

So I've got back into couponing because I'm saving lots of money and I'm tired of wasting money on things I can get for cents on the dollar. It's pointless so anyways here's what I got!

Scope 2.99 (2OfF Coupon, .75OFF KPC) apprx $.24
Kroger Bread $.99
Big K Fruit Punch $.79
Suave Body Wash $1.87 each (.75off) $2.99 for both
Kroger Ranch Dressing $1.24 ( free w/coupon)
Kroger Bacon 2.99 (free w/coupon)
Cottenelle Wipes 2.99(free w/coupon)
Oscar Meyer Hot Roasted Turkey 3.99 ( free w/coupon)
Power Aid $.83
Kroger frozen carrots $.88 (free w/coupon)

Total Out of Pocket Cost ~ $6.21 w/tax

Feeling some kind of way!

It's early am and I'm up for no apparent reason. I just feel some kind of way I don't know why I'm just sitting here thinking about my past and my future on what I've been through and what I've yet to experience in life. It's so many things I want to do but time is getting away from me. I really need to re-evaluate the people and things in my life and really ask my self are they worth it. Is this what I truly want for myself. Sometimes it's like a prison and you can't escape what your feeling. I wish that sometimes I didn't have such strong feelings about things but I can't change the way I feel. I am always trying to work it out and be a people pleaser but in pleasing others who's ever gonna please me? I can't answer that question right now I try to get through life on a daily bases and stay drama and bullshit free. I don't ask for much of others I'm just a cool laid back person. I don't need diamonds and a mansion I'm content with what I have. I want more but to be honest I ask myself why haven't I made the first move to get more? It's funny how we all know what we like and we don't like but when it comes to life and what do went want to do or who do we want to be with or anything that is concrete not many of us know what we actually want or need.

I don't know

Ok so I just need to vent lol! I have very very irritated lately and I kinda know why but I think it's more to it. I am maturing in ways I never thought I would. It's the little things that get at me so bad that I could just explode example if you ask me for something and I say no that should be the end of it. Yet you take it upon yourself and take that shit anyways I just feel disrespected like your trying to walk over me and disregarding what the fuck I'm saying I don't get it are you doing the shit on purpose or do you just not fucking get the clue? I don't know. At work I'm to the point that I find myself wondering what I'm going to do when I finally walk around away from that bullshit I have literally put my goals and ambitions on hold to support my household but now I wonder if that's the right decision why not follow my dreams and let everyone else suffer. I work the hardest bring home the income and yet I'm the one still unhappy.I wonder everyday is it worth it? On one side yes we have a vehicle, home, and can live comfortably but is it worth my sanity and happiness that's the question I can't answer. I complain everyday and I get super pissed everyday I have to get ready to go to a job I hate is it really worth it I don't know. I'm just at a point where I'm tired of dealing with petty shit and disrespectful people that are not fulfilling what I want and need in my life. Time is flying fast and I feel like I'm wasting time and energy on everything and everybody except what matters ME I just don't know. I feel like there maybe something better out there for me but will I be strong enough to leave everything behind me to find out I don't know. This thing called life is so real and I just don't know what to do I kinda wish I could be a kid when nothing mattered but doing homework and going to school everyday when shit was easy to comprehend. I just don't know

Nail Designs check out video tutorials on the YT!

Make Up & Wigs Different Faces Of Me!

The different styles and looks I've worn or created over the past few months!

New Make Up Look for Bridal Shower Check out video on the YT!

Pink, Purple & Black Makeup Look for my sisters Bridal Shower inspired by my dress!

Mind Yo Damn Business

Hey everyone!

Today is just one of those days where you're just thinking about shit and your just fed up with the bullshit. Like if you spent half as much time as spend worrying about me you would have a jobs, car, and be actually making a effort to do something with your damn like other than stalk mines. I'm personally tired of the dumb shit. I'm tired of petty ass arguements, I'm tired of the smart ass comments, I'm tired of this person trying to down play me because there life ain't worth shit. I'm just tired of it. I feel like if you ain't got no goals and you don't want to do shit with yourself that's your business I have nothing to say about what you want to do with yourself. On the other hand when you are in my business or always have a negative or rude comment to say about me or what I'm doing then that's an issue. I'm really not the arguing type of person because to me that shit is pointless but I will correct yo ass where I see fit and I have no problem doing so. I just feel like why do so many of us allow negative people in our life? Whether it's friends, relatives, spouses, or whatever. Why do we allow people to try to take our joy away? I'm tired of it I feel just like this and who ever don't like it then dats your opinion I appreciate your input but to be honest I really don't give a damn about how you feel. This is about me if you don't like me or what I'm doing or anything about the person that I am I really don't give a fuck. If you hate the way I style my hair or wear my makeup I really don't give a fuck so with that I just want to say this If what I'm doing, saying, etc gives you a reason to say a negative or rude comment to me please rethink what your about to say and MIND YOUR DAMN BUSINESS. I didn't invite you into my world to hear your negativity and I'm damn sure not gon allow you to continue to be an asshole with me. I will pull your ticket and you will be dismissed from my life because I am a mature grown ass woman and I have no time for childish bullshit.


Thanks Fa Listening to My Rant

Ya Girl
Laura

Much Love!

What's Ur Favorite NFL Team Contest(My Entry) By: Cori143

Here's My Entry Look To Cori143's Contest What's Ur Favorite NFL Team. Hope You Enjoy I Decided to Do The Cincinnati Bengals!!!

TROPICAL LOOK!

This look was created using the 120 palette from manly using white, green, blue, yellow for a very rich and tropical look!

WTF?

Have you ever been so aggravated with something or someone that you just can't take it no more and you just wanna fuckin scream? Well it's a lot of shit that's really been raking my brain lately and I just wanna fuckin scream like wtf? Here's a few examples don't you hate when people just have random ass attitudes fa no fuckin reason it's to the point where I'm like you need to go get fuckin evaluated because you are really mentally disturbed wit yo bi-polar ass but then on the other hand I'm like if being around me makes you unhappy or puts you in a rut why da fuck don't you exit the fuck outta here it makes no sense to me. Another thing is when shit in yo house just start fucking up outta no where like when da hell did you stop working or how the fuck that get broke? I don't understand it really. It's hard enough in this economy I definitely don't need shit to be getting fucked up or broken. Another thing that bothers me is when you get upset and pissed off about something everybody feel like you taking it to far but you go over they house or ask them what's wrong with them they pissing a bitch cuz somebody ate they candy bar or all the damn bread in they house! I know silly shit right? Well here's my take on it there is going to be times in your life where you face obstacles and sometimes have to deal with silly shit or silly ass people. Do not take this lightly be strong, hold your fucking ground and continue to do you because if you stoop to their level and become a childish fuck you are no different than them. Remain in adult mode and forget about their ass and their issues gracefully. You have no time to worry about the next man if yo shit ain't gucci and gold itself. Think smart, Think wise, and Think cautious because silly shit last fa a minute but becoming part of the problem can cause a lifetime of bullshit

Much Love
Laura

Youtube Contests

Here's The Looks I Did For Two Youtubers They Had Contests and I entered so let me know what you think!

Hold My Brushes

Here's how I store my brushes I just made these the other day because I was bored so I decided to start making one of our empty bedrooms into my diva space so here's my first diva item. I chose the colors:black, light pink and pearl because I want it to feel like old school glam I don't know pray fa me!lol anyways let me know what you think! These are available for purchase on my website www.heartfeltaffairs.blogspot.com

Feeling Blue & Rasta

Here's my rasta look with orange,red,yellow and green with a gold highlight and my feeling blue look with 4shades of blue with a white highlight